人性的不完美,要用法律制度來防止它走向墮落。
制度的不透明,會是腐敗貪污犯罪,最佳的溫床。

許一份承諾,背負一世枷鎖,以悲歌落幕,這是英雄。
扯一個彌天大謊,讓整個世界隨之起舞,自己卻冷眼旁觀,這就是梟雄。
(一世梟雄之烽火戲諸侯)

在國家出現危難之時,總有一些人挺身而出,為國效力,這樣的人被稱為英雄。
在金融市場混亂之際,總有一些人挺身而出,又撈又騙,這樣的人被稱為大師。
(金融物語總幹事黃國華)

2009年1月22日 星期四

(轉)All my life, I never wanted to be a biologist.

Sönke Johnsen
http://www.biology.duke.edu/johnsenlab/people/sjohnsen.html


All my life, I never wanted to be a biologist. After choosing a college solely on the fact that a family friend's hardware store was in the same town, I began a major in Physics. An Algebra professor who danced and told funny stories about pathological geniuses convinced me to change my major to Mathematics. I added a major in art, mostly abortive because I refused to take art history, and left college disenchanted with education.

I then worked as a daycare provider and kindergarten teacher for Quakers, a freelance carpenter, and a dance teacher for three year olds. It was during this last job that I met Sarah, the daughter of Scott Gilbert, who wrote the developmental biology textbook used by most colleges. After hitch-hiking across the Pacific Northwest, I decided that I needed more education. A friend and I went through the alphabet. Deciding that a career in art was likely to be a raw deal, settled on Biology and met with Scott Gilbert and Rachel Merz. Rachel suggested good places to go to graduate school and Scott got me a job with a friend of his, Stuart Kauffman.

Luckily, the job with Stu required no knowledge of biology and several graduate schools admitted me despite the same lack. I went to UNC, and after a year of reading and drawing picture of bugs on the lawn, I decided that biology was "okay". With little knowledge but high enthusiasm, I chose a high-risk, low-benefit project that I left behind the moment I handed in my thesis. My advisor, Bill Kier, pointed me to oceanic zooplankton, we both thought about transparency, and I applied to two oceanographic institutions, both of which turned me down. I cleaned fish tanks for a year, applied again, and both now accepted me. I went on my first research cruise to the Gulf of Maine with Edie Widder. It was stormy, the ship smelled, and I was seasick. It was the best time of my life. Nine years later, I have yet to look back.


在我的一生中,從未想過要成為一個生物學家。挑選大學的時候只因為家裡有朋友就在那大學所在的城鎮上開五金行,於是選擇唸了物理系。後來,一個會跳舞和講病態天才故事的代數學教授說服我轉系到數學系去。我還雙主修了藝術,但後來沒修下去,因為我不想去上藝術歷史,並對大學裡的教育感到幻滅。

我後來幫 Quakers (一個自由木匠) 當保母和幼稚園老師,還教三歲小孩跳舞。在這個工作中我認識 Sarah (寫發育生物學教科書被很多大學使用的那個 Scott Gilbert的女兒)。在遊歷過了西北太平洋之後,我決定我需要進一步的教育。我和我的朋友細數從頭 (譯按:went through the alphabet 不清楚原意),覺得搞藝術這條路沒啥搞頭。最後決定是生物學,並與 Scott Gilbert 和 Rachel Merz 碰面談了一談。Rachel 建議我一個唸研究所的好地方,而 Scott 幫我在他朋友 Stuart Kauffman那邊找到一個工作。

很幸運地,在 Stuart 那邊工作不需要生物學上的知識,而且儘管是這樣還有幾個研究所錄取我。我後來選擇去 UNC,並且過了一年在草皮上看蟲與畫蟲的生活,我那時認為生物學還不錯嘛。由於沒有什麼生物學方面的知識,我用我的高度熱誠去選擇高風險,低回報的計畫,論文連個影子都見不到。我的指導老師 Bill Kier指引我去做海洋浮游動物,我們都在想透明的東西。我申請了兩個海洋研究院,但是兩個都沒有下文。我在清了一年的魚缸之後再次申請,後來兩間都接受了我。我第一年和 Edie Widder 巡遊在緬因灣。那裡風浪很大,船晃得兇,而我一直暈船。

九年之後回想起來,這是我人生中最美好的時光。


Advice for potential graduate students

We currently have room in the lab for more graduate students. Before you apply to this lab or any other, there are a few things to keep in mind. First, be realistic about graduate school. Graduate school in biology is not a sure path to success. Many students assume that they will eventually get a job just like their advisor's. However, the average professor at a research university has three students at a time for about 5 years each. So, over a career of 30 years, this professor has about 18 students. Since the total number of positions has been pretty constant, these 18 people are competing for one spot. So go to grad school assuming that you might not end up at a research university, but instead a teaching college, or a government or industry job. All of these are great jobs, but it's important to think of all this before you go to school.

Second, choose your advisor wisely. Not only does this person potentially have total control over your graduate career for five or more years, but he/she will also be writing recommendation letters for you for another 5-10 years after that. Also, your advisor will shadow you for the rest of your life. People will always think of you as so-and-so's student and assume that you two are somewhat alike. Finally, in many ways you will turn into your advisor. Advisors teach very little, but instead provide a role model. Consciously and unconsciously, you will imitate your advisor. You may find this hard to believe now, but fifteen years from now, when you find yourself lining up the tools in your lab cabinets just like your advisor did, you'll see. My student Alison once said that choosing an advisor is like choosing a spouse after one date. Find out all you can on this date.

Finally, have your fun now. Five years is a long time when you are 23 years old. By the end of graduate school, you will be older, slower, and possibly married and/or a parent. So if you always wanted to walk across Nepal, do it now. Also, do not go to a high-powered lab that you hate assuming that this will promise you long-term happiness. Deferred gratification has its limits. Do something that you have passion for, work in a lab you like, in a place you like, before life starts throwing its many curve balls. Your career will mostly take care of itself, but you can't get your youth back.

If, after reading this, you want to apply to this lab, we would love to hear from you.


給准研究生的建議

敝實驗室最近有多的空間可以收更多研究生,在你向我們或其他實驗室申請之前最好思考一下。首先是研究所的現實面,生物學研究所不是條一定會成功的路,很多研究生認為他們最後會跟他們的指導教授一樣成功,然而一個研究型大學教授每五年指導三位研究生,在三十年的教授生涯中會教出約十八位研究生,然而職缺其實相當固定,所以這十八個研究生往往要競爭一個職位。所以讀完研究所之後你可能會當國中、高中、學院老師或是在私人企業、公家機關裡任職,而非一個研究型大學的教授,當然這些也都是很好的工作,只是去讀研究所之前得考慮這個事實。

第二,睿智的選擇指導教授。指導教授不只影響你五年的在學時間;他的推薦信還會影響你畢業之後的五到十年,直到有一天你成為你自己的指導教授之前,他們就像個鬼魅般時時黏著你,人們會說你是某某教授的學生,並且下意識的認為你們應該很類似。指導教授不會教你什麼,但這個角色的存在提供某些身教,你可能故意或是不小心模仿他們,當下也許難以察覺,但是十五年之後,你管理實驗室的方法可能會跟你的指導教授一模一樣,像我的學生Alison曾經說選指導教授就像相親後就要選老婆,你必須在短暫的相親中儘可能的認識這人。

最後,開心的玩吧,五年對一個二十三歲的人來說長的很。畢業時你會變老,變得遲緩或許結了婚並生了一堆小娃兒,所以如果你一直有徒步穿越尼珀爾的想法那就快上路。別去很操的實驗室只因為你覺得他會給你幸福,沒有立即滿足的工作模式是有極限的。在生命開始驟變之前選則你喜歡的事物比如在你喜愛的實驗室裡工作。通常人生、事業會自己前進,但是青春一去不返。

看了這些你還想要進我們實驗室的話,就快來信吧

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